I know Marc likes you alot too. I won't let it affect my friendship with him. Very worried about girl. She lost her appetite and gastric keep on acting up. I will really wait and wait even if you are with someone elses. I sang nothing's gonna change my love for you... She blushed... Haha... She tried persuading me to give her up... Heart really ache...

Girl has been complaining that my blogging style is actually different from the real me! I was hospitalised for 2 days? Around 2 days lah. Because I was hit by a bicycle and it definitely sounds lame to all of you! Haha, at first, I was hit by the bicycle and in the end, my right leg was hit by a car. I didn't tell girl as I am afraid that she will be worried. Don't reprimand yourself, it's not your fault. I just didn't concentrate when I was walking. Afterall, I think it's worthwhile because I managed to appease her angers and disappointment in me! I was really glad! I know that she is still bugging you but just ask her to fuck off yah? Sorry arh, cute lobster, I know you love sun tanning but indeed you look like a cute lobster to me!

Haha, sorry arh, I nearly tripped you just now when you are walking. Hope you don't mind yah? I was holding on the the clutch and cute lobster was holding me. Felt warmth and love :P Though I know David is still jio-ing you but whatever! As long as you are not married, I still stand a chance! But it's still a long way to go...! Marc was going to be in trouble! He smack cute lobster on her hand and she nearly cried! Think was in great pain, sayang you lah, don't cry le :P Before we went to wait for her, had a few drinks over my place. We talked about cute lobster and Marc actually told me that cute lobster wasn't in her good mood for the past days. I didn't know that Eve was still bugging her. Had a hard time in NUH! I do hope that cute lobster will visit me but I came to know that she didn't came because of Eve. Eve, Eve, Eve, you think I care about her? Just fuck it off lah! The person I wanted to see is cute lobster and not that bitch.

Okay, I am off with my blogging. Cute lobster is so sweet! Despite of tiredness, she still cooks dinner for us! Now, just using her computer to blog in and next, it will be my stupid buddy's turn. Cute lobster, I love you. Muack...! Wo ai ni yi qian bei, yi wan bei... Bu guan feng chui yu da, wo dou hui yong yuan ai hu ni, shou hu ni. Qing bu yao wang ji wo dui ni de ai. Wo shi zhen xin fu chu wo suo you de ai.

It's been a long time since I have written an entry in my own blog. What a pity! I can't login to my own account as my blog contains some materials which is not suitable for children. Speaking of the devil, something happened today.Everything was okay until afternoon. Eve told her that she still like me a lot and won't want to give up. Received Eve's sms this afternoon telling me that she still like me and all. Just couldn't figure it out and why are you telling me all this? We can only be friends and forever. I just don't understand you and you are telling me that you said all those words to hurt her again?

I know that I am too harsh the other time but I am making it clear now, the one I love is her and this is unchangeable. Don't you think you are simply too selfish? I waited for her but when she saw me, she shun me instead. In the end, I didn't get to see her home as she ran to catch that bus. Quite sad and heart breaking.She messaged me in the afternoon and say "Let's don't meet up for the time being. You don't really understand me, you ought to cherish someone like her.

Maybe I am not the one for you and in fact, no one understands me. I have to keep all my sadness in my heart. Not even my friends noticed that I am really sad today... Constantly, I received this kind of shocking news and I am really tired of these. It's the reality that she loves you more than I do... I treated you as my bro and i love you as a bro only. The most disappointing news is, you actually thought that I like Marc..."Ah gur, I told Nathaniel out of jealousy! Because of what Marc wrote in the blog. I am really sorry about that. But I didn't really suspect you or what or rather I don't have the right to interfere who you actually like.

What's the point of liking someone I don't even love from the beginning? You are actually asking me to toy her feelings now. I can't say I fully understand you. I know that there are really a lot of things which bothers you. You can tell Juliana about what has happened and I mean, everything? You actually keep lots of things to yourself and wanting to thought it over and over again. It really hurts me do you know that? I know that you don't want to bother your friends but does solving problems all by your own helps you?You only think for others and what about you? Why push me to her? Why? Why? I wanted to know whether you like me before anot, true from your heart...

Before you tell me your answer, I want to assure you something. Though after June I might not have much time to spend with you, I will still care for you. You stood by my side and accompanied me through hard times. Without your support, I don't think I would be able to achieve those results. I really love you a lot. I am not lying, you should know how I feel for you since few years back.

What a busy week. Can't imagine the days when i really worked. I will start to talk about last friday. Girl went back to school to get her results. In the afternoon, i went to pick her up at her workplace and accompanied her home. She was very nervous, and she refuse to eat. After that, i received a call from her telling me that she got 3 A1s, 1 A2, 1 B3 and 1B4. So much better than my results. But I was really happy. All along, she wants to get 4As. And she got it! Her results was superior. Her best results ever.On Saturday, she went to my house with Marc already at my house. Well, she had a great time chatting with us and at the same time, we chatted about everything under the sun. She make us swear that we are only allowed to treat her as our mei. Okay la. But, at the same time can also treat you as my darling right? Laugh out loud.

Though sounds like you are my gurfriend. But I don't mind! Though like what you've said, I might fall for other gurs and you might fall for other guys, but does it matter? It doesn't! Though I said I love you forever, but it doesn't mean i make no promises at all! Indeed, i love you now. Future can't be predicted. I know you like to hear that. Lol. But I promised, won't have ill intentions against you!That time, i was really happy. Because I managed to kiss her on her cheek. That's a surprise for her! Suppose to be! She scolded me "shen jing bing". But that's really weird to scold me that. I kissed you and either you slap me or you said nothing and just blush! But she blushed and actually scolded me shen jing bing. What an "extraordinary" gur!On Sunday, I actually accompanied her to buy her textbooks. It was quite heavy and I actually helped her. She was so cute! I unintentionally lean on to her then hold on to her on the bus. And she was like, about to slap me but she hit me on my chest la. Asking me to hands off. Purposely want to touch you la :p We had our dinner and just had a chat. So nice to have a chat with her.Met her almost everyday. Oh my god. Today I met her too. And accidentally pull her ears. She had a pair of earholes and she didn't told me about that. And she was in pain. Sorry gur, really sorry hor. And was glad she actually put on my ring. But the ring was on the forefinger. So, I put on the finger which refers to married already. And she just say nothing. But, I can feel that, she don't wish to talk about relationships now. Never mind la. Let nature takes its course.

She bought some presents for her friends whom she is meeting. And tomorrow she is going to buy gifts without me going. Lol. Cannot! Tomorrow I go with you leh. Later your stuffs too heavy. She is working early in the morning, so I will pick her up in the afternoon then shall send her off and meet her at about 9.30pm with Jun Ming and Ping Ru. Haiz, she getting more and more pretty. And I cannot control la. Must say, I am attracted by you already. I love you.