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Monday, March 30, 2009

It is time to clean up cobwebs here. I realised I am lazy to blog rather than having no time. I am getting used in studying there already. Felt very useless and lost. As we grew up, I felt the distance between me and her is wider. We are not together. She just ended her previous relationship like 1+ month ago and yet, now, I see her accepting another guy whom she had been waiting / wanting. My heart breaks totally. I am aware that she is living with happiness. At last, I feel that she met her right one now... I just hope that they will last... What am I thinking? I want her so much and yet I am giving her my blessings. I really think that he is a much better guy than her previous boyfriend who is simply a bastard... I shall be kind... Shall not probe any further... I am missing her... Now, I can't even sleep...