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Sad boy
Thursday, October 12, 2006

The 3 main leads nearly killed me just now. The 3 main leads were Mr Eng Zi Jian Dave, Miss Lim Shi Jia Ivy and Miss Voon Le Si Angeline. I had came up with a plot and acted it on. The most guillible who was Mr Rong Zi Jian, arrived at 1100. The second one was Ms Lin Shi Jia. The one whom is the cleverest of all, difficult to be tricked on, was Ms WEN LE SI. All of them were shocked, and Ms ANGELINE VOON had the biggest reaction. When she knew she was being tricked, she immediately chased after me and kicked me on my butt. Then she was so embarrassed and her face was so red. Haha. And she cried when I sang "zhi dui ni shuo". I thought she was touched by me. She said, she was touched that andreances never failed to be there for her birthday celebrations.

I gave a loud, "HUH?!" Then she hit me very hard a few times. I keep on bullying her, tell her, "can you be more gentle ma? Always hit people. Then always so playful and naughty..." After that, she said, "Can you be more quiet ma? Always so noisy. Then always hit me on my head. No wonder I becoming more and more stupid lah" Haha... Afterall, she is still so cute lor... Always copy my lines then always kick my butt.But at least, she don't act gentle infront of people.. Not like some girls... They are sometimes so fake lor. Feel she's different... She is really nice lor... Then always so thoughtful, caring to her friends... So we love her alot. =) And this kind of girl difficult to find liao. She really thought I quarrel with my parents. Then say alot of theories to me again. Ask me to understand and put myself in my parents' shoes too. Realise she had grown matured alot compared to the past. She is always sensible and filial to her parents... Her mum will always say she is very sensible... Indeed lah... What I love about her too is that she is mature...
Too mature for a girl of this age... But it is a good thing too lah... After that, we went off to Esplanade to chill out abit... She was sitting at the side thinking about something... Then I went to ask her some things lor... They teased us... Ask me don't purposely go and make her confused... Say she is attached and they are very loving... At that moment, I am abit sad... Because I still can't win her heart... Ask her alot of questions... ASk her if she is feeling happy with him...We went to cineleisure to sing kbox. She sang really well... Really well... I secretly record it... Keep on listening to it...
Then she left because she said her gastric isn't feeling well... Haiz... So worried about her... Wanted to bring her see the doctor but she don't want... Bought her some hot cappucino and some food... When she feels better, brought her home... Haiz... Had a sudden urge to give her a peck on her cheek leh... But don't dare... Because she surely will be mad at me after that... Help her bring the presents up and went back... Continue to sing then they start asking me questions when we chilled out at mac... Haiz... Feel abit sad... Don't know why... Just love her...

Given or not?
Monday, October 2, 2006

Bad news and good news for Andreances... Ivy met a serious accident... And the good news is, she is out of danger... Just received this news and I am relieved to hear that...Ivy and QF quarreled over girl yesterday... QF called me and I asked him a question, "You still like Angeline?" Guess what he answered? He said, "Yeah...Even though she's attached." I was abit sad upon hearing these...

I thought in Andreances, only Marc and me haven't give up. How many guys in Andreances like her le... I think more than half lor...Regret abit for introducing her to them leh... Kidding lah... Back to this... Then after that, I received the bad news... Everyone wasn't in good mood lor... I think they lied to girl, Ivy is out of danger... Then I didn't know that mah, went to ask girl how in the afternoon... Girl never reply my messages until she got fed up with my massive bombarding, I think. I realize she is at kbox with friends. Got ticked off by them for telling girl... But too late liao... Girl also refused to pick up our calls...Asked girl if she wants to come out at 11 plus, she said ok...

Went to pick her up, realize her eyes swollen and red. Heartache again... Drove her to Yuhua Village... She threatened me sia. We bought some alcohol mah. Refuse to let her buy, but she say if I don't, she still have her ways. I surrender lor. Then we went to her boy's neighbourhood... At first she didn't want to say anything...Used the pinkish pig plush to make her happy... After that she laugh... Silly girl... Then I gave it to her...Haha...She looked at the pig, tell me lot of things after I so called persuade her with the pig...She told me she heartlessly abandoned someone few hours back at the bus stop... Then she began to cry a little... After that, she told me, she really don't wish to do this to the person, so she said she secretly went back... But she said, the person went off... Guess that person she mentioned is her boy... Then, she said she nearly cause her boy to met an accident... She keep on crying non-stop... Say she really don't wish to care about anything...Really wish to leave this world... Then I was shocked because leaving this world means suicidal leh... After that, she said, she wish only lah...

Haha... Silly girl...Continue her talk, she told me she feels really down... I was aware about almost all her problems lah... But she said, no one other than me really cares... Then she said she feels vexed as she has got so many things to solved but yet she can't solve hers... Told me lot especially her recent stuff... Heartache then she also make me cry... After that, received call from QF, he said Ivy really out of danger... She accidentally hit her head against some hard objects I think...She said very pain... Haha... Silly girl lah... Happy until like that...Her gastric pain, bought her some medicines...Haiz... Tell her don't drink, don't listen... I asked her a question... "will you choose him or me, at this moment?" she answered, "you knew the answer... you knew we can only be buddies..."

Wanted to say something to her boy... You know she cares for you lot? You care for her ma? Why did you make her cry when she's already so upset? Why would she have a sudden thought in giving up? I wanted to know too...You didn't even take care of her when she's sick and she nearly met an accident too on someday because she was feeling nauseous... When her gastric is in pain, did you really care about her? What I know is,she is always blaming herself for not being able to take care of you... I wanted fair competition with you... If you really love her, cherish her and be sensitive to her feelings... She needs lot of encouragements... If you don't or think you can't accept her everything, then let her go...

She took lot of courage to trust you, come with you, hold on to you till now. Despite of phobias in relationships, she trust guys once more...Make her feel loved and pampered... Give her surprises... I can only say that... Because I can only do these as a friend... You are different...You are her boyfriend... Be patient with her, my words to you . She rejected me because of you even yesterday.Girl, know you definitely will blame me for all these... But I did it for your own good... I don't think he understand you...Even if he tries, he is trying the wrong way...To girl, my words are just sweet nothings... But it comes from my heart... I love you girl...