Girl has been complaining that my blogging style is actually different from the real me! I was hospitalised for 2 days? Around 2 days lah. Because I was hit by a bicycle and it definitely sounds lame to all of you! Haha, at first, I was hit by the bicycle and in the end, my right leg was hit by a car. I didn't tell girl as I am afraid that she will be worried. Don't reprimand yourself, it's not your fault. I just didn't concentrate when I was walking. Afterall, I think it's worthwhile because I managed to appease her angers and disappointment in me! I was really glad! I know that she is still bugging you but just ask her to fuck off yah? Sorry arh, cute lobster, I know you love sun tanning but indeed you look like a cute lobster to me!

Haha, sorry arh, I nearly tripped you just now when you are walking. Hope you don't mind yah? I was holding on the the clutch and cute lobster was holding me. Felt warmth and love :P Though I know David is still jio-ing you but whatever! As long as you are not married, I still stand a chance! But it's still a long way to go...! Marc was going to be in trouble! He smack cute lobster on her hand and she nearly cried! Think was in great pain, sayang you lah, don't cry le :P Before we went to wait for her, had a few drinks over my place. We talked about cute lobster and Marc actually told me that cute lobster wasn't in her good mood for the past days. I didn't know that Eve was still bugging her. Had a hard time in NUH! I do hope that cute lobster will visit me but I came to know that she didn't came because of Eve. Eve, Eve, Eve, you think I care about her? Just fuck it off lah! The person I wanted to see is cute lobster and not that bitch.

Okay, I am off with my blogging. Cute lobster is so sweet! Despite of tiredness, she still cooks dinner for us! Now, just using her computer to blog in and next, it will be my stupid buddy's turn. Cute lobster, I love you. Muack...! Wo ai ni yi qian bei, yi wan bei... Bu guan feng chui yu da, wo dou hui yong yuan ai hu ni, shou hu ni. Qing bu yao wang ji wo dui ni de ai. Wo shi zhen xin fu chu wo suo you de ai.

It's been a long time since I have written an entry in my own blog. What a pity! I can't login to my own account as my blog contains some materials which is not suitable for children. Speaking of the devil, something happened today.Everything was okay until afternoon. Eve told her that she still like me a lot and won't want to give up. Received Eve's sms this afternoon telling me that she still like me and all. Just couldn't figure it out and why are you telling me all this? We can only be friends and forever. I just don't understand you and you are telling me that you said all those words to hurt her again?

I know that I am too harsh the other time but I am making it clear now, the one I love is her and this is unchangeable. Don't you think you are simply too selfish? I waited for her but when she saw me, she shun me instead. In the end, I didn't get to see her home as she ran to catch that bus. Quite sad and heart breaking.She messaged me in the afternoon and say "Let's don't meet up for the time being. You don't really understand me, you ought to cherish someone like her.

Maybe I am not the one for you and in fact, no one understands me. I have to keep all my sadness in my heart. Not even my friends noticed that I am really sad today... Constantly, I received this kind of shocking news and I am really tired of these. It's the reality that she loves you more than I do... I treated you as my bro and i love you as a bro only. The most disappointing news is, you actually thought that I like Marc..."Ah gur, I told Nathaniel out of jealousy! Because of what Marc wrote in the blog. I am really sorry about that. But I didn't really suspect you or what or rather I don't have the right to interfere who you actually like.

What's the point of liking someone I don't even love from the beginning? You are actually asking me to toy her feelings now. I can't say I fully understand you. I know that there are really a lot of things which bothers you. You can tell Juliana about what has happened and I mean, everything? You actually keep lots of things to yourself and wanting to thought it over and over again. It really hurts me do you know that? I know that you don't want to bother your friends but does solving problems all by your own helps you?You only think for others and what about you? Why push me to her? Why? Why? I wanted to know whether you like me before anot, true from your heart...

Before you tell me your answer, I want to assure you something. Though after June I might not have much time to spend with you, I will still care for you. You stood by my side and accompanied me through hard times. Without your support, I don't think I would be able to achieve those results. I really love you a lot. I am not lying, you should know how I feel for you since few years back.