Heart breaks when you do this
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
It's been a long time since I have written an entry in my own blog. What a pity! I can't login to my own account as my blog contains some materials which is not suitable for children. Speaking of the devil, something happened today.Everything was okay until afternoon. Eve told her that she still like me a lot and won't want to give up. Received Eve's sms this afternoon telling me that she still like me and all. Just couldn't figure it out and why are you telling me all this? We can only be friends and forever. I just don't understand you and you are telling me that you said all those words to hurt her again?
I know that I am too harsh the other time but I am making it clear now, the one I love is her and this is unchangeable. Don't you think you are simply too selfish? I waited for her but when she saw me, she shun me instead. In the end, I didn't get to see her home as she ran to catch that bus. Quite sad and heart breaking.She messaged me in the afternoon and say "Let's don't meet up for the time being. You don't really understand me, you ought to cherish someone like her.
Maybe I am not the one for you and in fact, no one understands me. I have to keep all my sadness in my heart. Not even my friends noticed that I am really sad today... Constantly, I received this kind of shocking news and I am really tired of these. It's the reality that she loves you more than I do... I treated you as my bro and i love you as a bro only. The most disappointing news is, you actually thought that I like Marc..."Ah gur, I told Nathaniel out of jealousy! Because of what Marc wrote in the blog. I am really sorry about that. But I didn't really suspect you or what or rather I don't have the right to interfere who you actually like.
What's the point of liking someone I don't even love from the beginning? You are actually asking me to toy her feelings now. I can't say I fully understand you. I know that there are really a lot of things which bothers you. You can tell Juliana about what has happened and I mean, everything? You actually keep lots of things to yourself and wanting to thought it over and over again. It really hurts me do you know that? I know that you don't want to bother your friends but does solving problems all by your own helps you?You only think for others and what about you? Why push me to her? Why? Why? I wanted to know whether you like me before anot, true from your heart...
Before you tell me your answer, I want to assure you something. Though after June I might not have much time to spend with you, I will still care for you. You stood by my side and accompanied me through hard times. Without your support, I don't think I would be able to achieve those results. I really love you a lot. I am not lying, you should know how I feel for you since few years back.
I know that I am too harsh the other time but I am making it clear now, the one I love is her and this is unchangeable. Don't you think you are simply too selfish? I waited for her but when she saw me, she shun me instead. In the end, I didn't get to see her home as she ran to catch that bus. Quite sad and heart breaking.She messaged me in the afternoon and say "Let's don't meet up for the time being. You don't really understand me, you ought to cherish someone like her.
Maybe I am not the one for you and in fact, no one understands me. I have to keep all my sadness in my heart. Not even my friends noticed that I am really sad today... Constantly, I received this kind of shocking news and I am really tired of these. It's the reality that she loves you more than I do... I treated you as my bro and i love you as a bro only. The most disappointing news is, you actually thought that I like Marc..."Ah gur, I told Nathaniel out of jealousy! Because of what Marc wrote in the blog. I am really sorry about that. But I didn't really suspect you or what or rather I don't have the right to interfere who you actually like.
What's the point of liking someone I don't even love from the beginning? You are actually asking me to toy her feelings now. I can't say I fully understand you. I know that there are really a lot of things which bothers you. You can tell Juliana about what has happened and I mean, everything? You actually keep lots of things to yourself and wanting to thought it over and over again. It really hurts me do you know that? I know that you don't want to bother your friends but does solving problems all by your own helps you?You only think for others and what about you? Why push me to her? Why? Why? I wanted to know whether you like me before anot, true from your heart...
Before you tell me your answer, I want to assure you something. Though after June I might not have much time to spend with you, I will still care for you. You stood by my side and accompanied me through hard times. Without your support, I don't think I would be able to achieve those results. I really love you a lot. I am not lying, you should know how I feel for you since few years back.
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