Given or not?
Monday, October 2, 2006
Bad news and good news for Andreances... Ivy met a serious accident... And the good news is, she is out of danger... Just received this news and I am relieved to hear that...Ivy and QF quarreled over girl yesterday... QF called me and I asked him a question, "You still like Angeline?" Guess what he answered? He said, "Yeah...Even though she's attached." I was abit sad upon hearing these...
I thought in Andreances, only Marc and me haven't give up. How many guys in Andreances like her le... I think more than half lor...Regret abit for introducing her to them leh... Kidding lah... Back to this... Then after that, I received the bad news... Everyone wasn't in good mood lor... I think they lied to girl, Ivy is out of danger... Then I didn't know that mah, went to ask girl how in the afternoon... Girl never reply my messages until she got fed up with my massive bombarding, I think. I realize she is at kbox with friends. Got ticked off by them for telling girl... But too late liao... Girl also refused to pick up our calls...Asked girl if she wants to come out at 11 plus, she said ok...
Went to pick her up, realize her eyes swollen and red. Heartache again... Drove her to Yuhua Village... She threatened me sia. We bought some alcohol mah. Refuse to let her buy, but she say if I don't, she still have her ways. I surrender lor. Then we went to her boy's neighbourhood... At first she didn't want to say anything...Used the pinkish pig plush to make her happy... After that she laugh... Silly girl... Then I gave it to her...Haha...She looked at the pig, tell me lot of things after I so called persuade her with the pig...She told me she heartlessly abandoned someone few hours back at the bus stop... Then she began to cry a little... After that, she told me, she really don't wish to do this to the person, so she said she secretly went back... But she said, the person went off... Guess that person she mentioned is her boy... Then, she said she nearly cause her boy to met an accident... She keep on crying non-stop... Say she really don't wish to care about anything...Really wish to leave this world... Then I was shocked because leaving this world means suicidal leh... After that, she said, she wish only lah...
Haha... Silly girl...Continue her talk, she told me she feels really down... I was aware about almost all her problems lah... But she said, no one other than me really cares... Then she said she feels vexed as she has got so many things to solved but yet she can't solve hers... Told me lot especially her recent stuff... Heartache then she also make me cry... After that, received call from QF, he said Ivy really out of danger... She accidentally hit her head against some hard objects I think...She said very pain... Haha... Silly girl lah... Happy until like that...Her gastric pain, bought her some medicines...Haiz... Tell her don't drink, don't listen... I asked her a question... "will you choose him or me, at this moment?" she answered, "you knew the answer... you knew we can only be buddies..."
Wanted to say something to her boy... You know she cares for you lot? You care for her ma? Why did you make her cry when she's already so upset? Why would she have a sudden thought in giving up? I wanted to know too...You didn't even take care of her when she's sick and she nearly met an accident too on someday because she was feeling nauseous... When her gastric is in pain, did you really care about her? What I know is,she is always blaming herself for not being able to take care of you... I wanted fair competition with you... If you really love her, cherish her and be sensitive to her feelings... She needs lot of encouragements... If you don't or think you can't accept her everything, then let her go...
She took lot of courage to trust you, come with you, hold on to you till now. Despite of phobias in relationships, she trust guys once more...Make her feel loved and pampered... Give her surprises... I can only say that... Because I can only do these as a friend... You are different...You are her boyfriend... Be patient with her, my words to you . She rejected me because of you even yesterday.Girl, know you definitely will blame me for all these... But I did it for your own good... I don't think he understand you...Even if he tries, he is trying the wrong way...To girl, my words are just sweet nothings... But it comes from my heart... I love you girl...
I thought in Andreances, only Marc and me haven't give up. How many guys in Andreances like her le... I think more than half lor...Regret abit for introducing her to them leh... Kidding lah... Back to this... Then after that, I received the bad news... Everyone wasn't in good mood lor... I think they lied to girl, Ivy is out of danger... Then I didn't know that mah, went to ask girl how in the afternoon... Girl never reply my messages until she got fed up with my massive bombarding, I think. I realize she is at kbox with friends. Got ticked off by them for telling girl... But too late liao... Girl also refused to pick up our calls...Asked girl if she wants to come out at 11 plus, she said ok...
Went to pick her up, realize her eyes swollen and red. Heartache again... Drove her to Yuhua Village... She threatened me sia. We bought some alcohol mah. Refuse to let her buy, but she say if I don't, she still have her ways. I surrender lor. Then we went to her boy's neighbourhood... At first she didn't want to say anything...Used the pinkish pig plush to make her happy... After that she laugh... Silly girl... Then I gave it to her...Haha...She looked at the pig, tell me lot of things after I so called persuade her with the pig...She told me she heartlessly abandoned someone few hours back at the bus stop... Then she began to cry a little... After that, she told me, she really don't wish to do this to the person, so she said she secretly went back... But she said, the person went off... Guess that person she mentioned is her boy... Then, she said she nearly cause her boy to met an accident... She keep on crying non-stop... Say she really don't wish to care about anything...Really wish to leave this world... Then I was shocked because leaving this world means suicidal leh... After that, she said, she wish only lah...
Haha... Silly girl...Continue her talk, she told me she feels really down... I was aware about almost all her problems lah... But she said, no one other than me really cares... Then she said she feels vexed as she has got so many things to solved but yet she can't solve hers... Told me lot especially her recent stuff... Heartache then she also make me cry... After that, received call from QF, he said Ivy really out of danger... She accidentally hit her head against some hard objects I think...She said very pain... Haha... Silly girl lah... Happy until like that...Her gastric pain, bought her some medicines...Haiz... Tell her don't drink, don't listen... I asked her a question... "will you choose him or me, at this moment?" she answered, "you knew the answer... you knew we can only be buddies..."
Wanted to say something to her boy... You know she cares for you lot? You care for her ma? Why did you make her cry when she's already so upset? Why would she have a sudden thought in giving up? I wanted to know too...You didn't even take care of her when she's sick and she nearly met an accident too on someday because she was feeling nauseous... When her gastric is in pain, did you really care about her? What I know is,she is always blaming herself for not being able to take care of you... I wanted fair competition with you... If you really love her, cherish her and be sensitive to her feelings... She needs lot of encouragements... If you don't or think you can't accept her everything, then let her go...
She took lot of courage to trust you, come with you, hold on to you till now. Despite of phobias in relationships, she trust guys once more...Make her feel loved and pampered... Give her surprises... I can only say that... Because I can only do these as a friend... You are different...You are her boyfriend... Be patient with her, my words to you . She rejected me because of you even yesterday.Girl, know you definitely will blame me for all these... But I did it for your own good... I don't think he understand you...Even if he tries, he is trying the wrong way...To girl, my words are just sweet nothings... But it comes from my heart... I love you girl...